I do not promote self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression and so on. Just a blog to write down my feelings.
19 years old and trying to make it in this world.
Feel free to contact me for questions, advice or just to tell your story. I will listen dear.
I am so not ready for this new uear to start. I am excited yet terifies and I already can’t handle the overdose of emotions
I really want to be so destructive. I know I still have wine in my closet and a lot of pills and I am so tempted
Right now everything hits me just so hard..
(Source: killedtheinnocentpeople, via i-m-d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d)
Sorry mommy, I lied. Of course I am doing bad. Just as always. Except normally I am able to hide it but now I am to tired. Sorry. I don’t want you to worry
Today was horrible and I am exhausted because of my lack of sleep and tomorrow university starts again and I am not ready
I don’t want to die but I also don’t wantvto continue living