If I say that I am terrified of something I mean I am terrified of something. Writing it down won’t make it go away. I will keep and keep and keep worrying about it. Evwn if there is no reason for it anymore. Writing it down will not stop that. And yes mom I know I shouldn’t worry about it and that its nonsense but I do okay. I worry about it even more than you cab imagine

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Why is my mother always so understanding towards my sister but not towards me

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They wanna see you do good, but never better than them. Remember that. (via suspend)

(Source: a-licya, via the-fault-in-our-sadness)

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Freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out. I can’t do this.

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I don’t want to go. I feel nauseous all the time and I am already throwing up. I have panic attacks all the time.. what should I do. 

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I am already so anxious that I feel like throwing up so bad and I still have a few more days to go. I can’t do this

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